Chapter 53 : I thought he was the good guy.

My frantic eyes stopped immediately. My hands fell by my side. Apparently Emmet had more control over me then I had over myself. How he managed it I did not know.

 Crystal was now in the Ensure glop on the floor behind me. She wrapped her arms over my shoulders and restrained my hands and arms not bothering to be careful with my plastered hand, my back braced against her chest. All that came now from my chest was the sobbing, the hysterical hyper sobbing of a terrified child. I had nothing left in my entire life apart from the alien iron grasps of people I didn’t know and the frantic search for someone’s dirty razor blades. I wanted to die. I never wanted to die more than now, my whole body ached for the relief of it.

“Emmet restrain her legs for me.” Crystal snapped. I braced my legs for the iron grasps but they never came, just Emmet’s gentle hands. He rubbed his thumb up and down in comfort. Through my tears I could see his caring eyes which only made me sob harder.

“We heard the alarm..” Said a breathless man from the door “ Have you got it under control Or do you need help?”

“Little madam thought she could attack me!” Crystal sneered making her grasp around me so tight it felt like I couldn’t breathe. “I don’t know why she’s crying!” Crystal snapped again, “nut case.”  She said the last bit so silently only I could hear it as her lips where at my ears.

“Actually I believe Mi was probably trying to harm herself with one of the sharps Crystal,” Emmet interjected. “She has no history of violence at all but much with self-harm.” I heard a low rumbling in the back of her throat and the noisy chewing of her bottom lip as she made her grip around me even tighter, it hurt my ribs and chest. I could see Emmet wince as I did. He hated what she was doing to me.

“On the other hand,” Emmet continued screwing up his face. “Mi is currently not in control of her actions and is very upset. Until she calms down and feels a bit happier I am going to ECA her, which of course means she is now on red till further notice, hopefully it won’t be too long, I will do her ob’s first,” Emmet grimaced, looking away from me. I wailed my heart out slumping as much as I could in Crystals arms, completely defeated. I thought Emmet was the good guy in my story