Chapter 114 : Yes it's still embarrassing when you hum.

 After my tears where mixed suitably with the dirty shower water I grabbed the towels over the top of the shower and started drying myself. A few minutes later Esmee pulled back the shower curtain destroying the little privacy I had left and I sunk back close to the wall hiding behind the towels.

 I slipped my clothes on still wet and used the toilet while Esmee busied herself humming like she always did when I had to use the loo in front of her. I knew she was only trying to help but when she stood there gawping at me while I went her humming didn’t really do much to ease my embarrassment at the whole situation.

 “So we have about half an hour left together Mi. Where are we going?”

 “My room,” I mumbled there was never anywhere else to go. I liked to curl up there and I hope that somehow my thoughts would permit me to have a respite from the sadness that hung forever inside of me.

 “Come on Mi. Lets go somewhere else.” Esmee encouraged looking at me with hopeful eyes, let’s play pool or something in the activity room or we could go and watch some mind numbing daytime TV. Or I could even take you for a walk around the grounds. Buttercup might even be prowling around.”