Chapter 140: Get through this together

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Good times they will come and go
Hard times we will surely know
But our love will pull us through
And if at times you feel you´re sailing stormy weather
With your hand in mine we’ll face this world together

It’s not a dream

Sharon Corr

“What?” I stuttered in confusion, shaking my head in disbelief. “I mean why? You look so, well normal and happy, your nothing like me or the rest of them, you’re smiling, you’re happy ”

“You smile to, doesn’t mean you’re happy, I’m not happy, I’m acting. Why do you think I’m in that bed over there? Why do you think I am the only one that didn’t freak when you slit you’re wrists?” Summer mumbled looking down at the floor again “I thought you might understand that. It was comforting when you came, and I know it sounds insensitive but even when you slit your wrists I felt comforted, for the first time ever it let me know that I wasn’t the only one that felt like doing that sometimes.”

 Without really thinking what I was doing I leant out my good hand and placed it on top of summers

“I do understand.” I whispered. “I know what it’s like to feel nothing inside; I know what it’s like to want to die. To know what it’s like to feel all alone even when you’re in a room full of people, but you’re going to be OK and your right I will be there, we can get through it together.”