Chapter 133 : Waking up three

My eyes where heavy but I opened them anyway and as I did the searing pain in my arm also woke up to. I gasped and rolled over to grab hold of it but with that the nausea hit and I vomited into a bowl that was under my chin before I could even pull myself up to a seated position or focus my eyes in on any one point of the very blurry room.

 “It’s the general Anesthetic,” Said Josh, who was a very tall slim man with a mop of curly light brown hair that sat upon his head that did exactly what it wanted when it wanted. Josh was one of the nicer members of staff in apple gate house though I had only seen him a couple of times when he was doing my observations and we had never talked in any great depth but still he seemed kind, at least he didn’t have the venom in his voice that some of them had.

 “My arm hurts” I moaned at him flumping my head back down onto the pillows, it still felt too groggy to move coherently and my effort to work out any crisp visions of where I was also failed, all I really knew was I wanted to scream from the fire that had been set alight in my arm. I settled on biting my lip.

 “I am not surprised,” Josh said, “You must have put some force behind those scissors to get down as deep as you did.”

 “What? Where am I?” I moaned once again trying to pull my head up off of the pillows without my whirling stomach meeting my gag reflex.

 “Recovery,” Said another Woman who now hovered over my face. She looked in her mid-forties with stern features and an even sterner greying short cropped hair style. She did not look good for her age but that might have been because it felt like I was looking at everyone from underwater at that moment. “I am Doctor Shrayger and I did your operation. It was a really good success; I might have even helped your recovery from your last arm injury as well but please Mi, be more gentile with yourself in the future.

When would they realise I didn’t want to be gentle with myself? That their successes were my failures? When would they accept it was time to give in? That I was done?