Chapter 196 : Crime and punishment

Doctor Webb this is cruel!” Esmee snapped as she pounced across the room like a big cat and dragged the doctor over to my bed side where I still half screamed when the waves of pain come to grab at me from the insides out, “Her pain is clearly unmanageable, there has to be something you can give her to ease it.”

 “Pain killers are what got her into this situation I don’t see how prescribing more are going to help? The pain will decrees as will the vomiting when the ibuprofen is removed from her system, until then there is nothing I can do about it.” Doctor Webb said sternly grimacing as I heaved more bile over the plastic protector just before Emmet could move the bowl under my chin.

“Yes I am sure that it will but anti sickness medication and pain killers will also help and save her going throw more agonizing hours. I know I’m only a nurse and respect that you’re in a position of authority here but you’re her doctor and she is in a lot of pain and has uncontrollable vomiting. You could end that.” Esmee’s voice was silky smooth, an unnatural honey like quality about it. She was normally soft and caring but anyone who knew Esmee could tell she was being unnatural. She was just masking her irritability well.

 “Look Mrs. Bear you are a nurse so you probably have some idea of what I can give her, and your right there are pain killers and anti-sickness medications that could help, but I am for a very pacific reason I am not prescribing them. I have a hundred and one genuine patients in here that need pain killers and anti-sickness medications. People who haven’t asked for their illness. Death is painful, if she wants to die, she should feel the pain. I am not wasting time and money given out medications when she did this to herself. I will try and save her life because I am a doctor and that is what I do but because I am a doctor. I will not reward a suicide attempt.”