Chapter 172 : losing him

"Arabella!” I screamed loudly the panic raising in me as I felt the hot sticky blood dripping down from between my legs and the ripping pain that tore up my tummy. I had felt funny for days but A-bell had reassured me it was all normal in the pregnancy and every time I got concerned showed me the grainy ultrasound scan that I kept close to me at all times he was who I lived for now; he was everything and now it felt like someone was actually tearing him out from inside me, invisible hands pulling away my last hope.

 “A bell!” I shouted again loudly the tears beginning to pour down my cheeks as I struggled to get to my feet and feel my way across to the door the blood spotting onto the floor as it soaked easily though my Jeans. “A bell!” I sobbed again more loudly as I reached the handle on my bedroom door. “Mum!” I never called for mum but the desperation in me was even greater than  any fear she put in me and if there was any way she could stop what I knew in my heart was happening it would be worth it, I was gone too far to lose him the doctor had said I was past the danger zone; he had said he looked healthy just a bit too small for is gestational age but he would catch up but he had lied, I was 21 weeks had a visible bump that I had to hide and he was just draining away from me like water through cracks; sand through a fist.

 “Mi moo! Mi where are you? I finally hard the familiar voice shouting back at me almost in as much panic as I was now as the outline of my sister sprang up the stair case two at a time to get to me just as another rippling wave of agony crippled my body and I almost fell to the floor as I felt something drop from inside me

“Mi, Mia what‘s happening? Is that… blood?” Arabella asked going white herself  as she saw the huge puddle of dark red blood gush out from  between my legs and gather on the laminated flooring underneath me

 “A bell its little Oscar.” I sobbed fumbling with the button of my jeans “A Bell get help, I’m losing him!”