Esmee
I scowled at
the phone on the kitchen wall as it burst into life just as I had sat down to
sip at my coffee. I was still tired from my night shift before and if I had my
way would probably still be in bed but Leo and Lenny had to drop Mia off before
they both started there late shifts in the A&E and on the ambulance’s. There
was no one that would have possibly been phoning me apart from a cold caller
asking about double glazing or loft insulation as all family and friends new
when either myself or Emmet where working nights and didn’t phone. I glanced
menacingly at our eco double glazed windows as I slipped off my seat and made
my way to the phone ready to tell whoever it was that some people worked nights
and I wanted to be sleeping.
“Hello,” I
groaned answering the phone before smashing the loud speaker button and dragging
it back over to the table where my coffee called to me.
“Hi my love
how are you doing? I didn’t wake you did I?”
“Emmet, no,
no of course not it’s fine. I am up waiting for the return of our darling
daughter anyway. Apparently she has spent the morning finger painting with
Lenny so I expect to be greeted by some sort of green goblin at any moment but
other than that it’s fine,” I laughed as I fingered through a magazine that I
had left on the table until I came to a countdown of what was considered to be
the sexiest woman. I smiled as I noticed Emmet had crossed out number one and
wrote my name instead. The beautiful thing was- even though it was mad – in his
head he meant it.
“That’s
great,” Emmet gulped his voice sounding funny as he spoke, like somehow he was
trying to fit the words around something that was stuck in his throat. He was
tearful. He was trying not to be. He was trying to be the big brave six foot
six man that we all saw but he was struggling.
“Where are
you too Emmet? What’s happened?”
“I’m just
outside the unit, getting some air. I think I might have killed a few of these
shrubs as well. I’m OK I just wanted to hear you voice and Amelia’s if she was
home, make sure they you were both OK and that you knew that I love you.” I could hear him beginning to weep properly
as he struggled to end his sentence on the same tone as he had started it. He
didn’t want me or anyone else to know of his distress and anyone else might
have ignored the subtle changes in his voice but I knew him inside out. I had
studied every movement of his body and scrutinized the sound of his voice and
every emotion. I knew him better then I knew myself.
“Honey talk
to me properly,” I said turning off the loud speaker and pressing the phone to
my ear. It was stupid but in some way it made me feel closer to him which was
where I wanted to be. “you can’t hide away from me. I know you’re upset. Why
are you outside the unit?”
“I had to
find somewhere I could vomit without having to fill in an infection control
form. As I said I think I might have killed the shrubs though.”
“Well bugger
the shrubs Emmet, what’s made you sick? Has someone hurt you? Have you got a
tummy bug? If so get your arse home here and I will look after you but I doubt
it’s that because that doesn’t explain the weeping. Talk to me, “ I demanded.
“Mi’s just
asked me to kick her around the floor till I break her ribs, or to load her on
water then Jack off in the corner while she was desperate to Pee. She also said
if I preferred it violent I could hold her by the throat and fuck her until she
bleeds, or I could shove a knife up her Vagina.” Emmet said the words in a rush
and then went quiet as I heard gagging noises in the background. It seemed more
than one shrub was going to die today as he tried to comprehend what had been
explained to him.
“If I ever…
ever meet the man that did this too her… I swear to god I’ll…I’ll”
“Rip their
fucking head’s off, I know, I know. You would have to wait your turn Emmet.”
“She just a
child,” He moaned his anger turning back to the tearful lump that he tried to
speak around. The anger didn’t have as much power as the revolution in his
head. He like me could now see the abuse playing out in his head, hear the
predator’s laughter and moans as he watched the child he found so, seducing
preform for him.
I pinged the elastic
band that was around my wrist to try and centre myself back in my kitchen as my
mind threated to retreat back to another time…
“Come on Esmee don’t be a baby, we are
just playing a game,” Julie laughed as she watched me with wide eyes as I began
to cry.
“But I really need the bathroom and it
hurts,” I whined twisting me legs against the pain in my tummy. “I’m four now, I
am a big girl. Mummy will be really cross if I wet myself Julie. I really need
to go.”
“Well you will just have to hold it
then won’t you.”
“But I can’t, I really can’t,” I
whined the pain throbbing inside me as I pulled at every muscle. I didn’t understand
what she was doing to me or why. There was a toilet just under the stairs and
there was no one in there.
“Why don’t you let me help?” Julie
asked as she crawled across the room on all fours and put her hand up my skirt…
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